Wednesday, September 19, 2012
i feel so alone every friday night
you make me feel like home
so i tell you you're mine.
you're gonna be fucking mine ok?
just fucking be mine.
we're wasting time not speaking and wasting what was, what could and what will be something amazing.
fucking letting go made me feel better for a bit and then i saw a picture of us on my camera and everything fucking came back.
when things are meant to be they always come back. i cant come back to you because i never left you. you left me. you left me when i needed you and everything got so fucked up. i still need you baby. i don't wanna hurt you anymore, i just want to love you and kiss you and hold you and let you know I'm there for you no matter what.
no matter what.
but maybe i should just forget all the good things and just remember the bad
;\
but i miss too many things about you to do that.
your smile
your laugh
your cute freckles
how your nose fit perfectly in mine
and so much more
