only so much i can take.....
Sunday, June 27, 2010
tick.. tick.. tick
boom.
Lluvia.
i know i know. and i'm not making it out to be all him , because it was me too. and i should have handled the situation better, because if i did, maybe she wouldn't be mad at me. or, as mad.
and i haven't been happy in a long time. i didn't mean me and marc's entire relationship, because i did really really like him. i meant like 2 months prior to me and marc breaking up, since that's when we started to have a bunch of shitty ass problems, and my family life was all f'ed up, & school was stupid, & john was confusing.
and i know i can't be happy all the time. and i could have handled the situation better.
and i probably wouldn't have been as happy, i mean, maybe i'd of been happy knowing that i was being a better friend, but i don't know. i definately wouldn't have been as happy as i am (well, as happy as i can be knowing that brittany's mad at me).
i know lluvia.
i could have done better.
