jk
Thursday, January 12, 2012
i actually dont care anymore, LOL like actually.
you're done :(
i still love you :(
please,
don't let me go.
steady walking,
we were bound to trip.
that's how i fucking feel. but not talking to you is even worse than talking to you. because not talking to you reminds me how badly i want you. and how perfect we are for eachother. but i fucking can't be that way anymore.
The shit like that.
the shit like that fucking pisses me off. i didn't want to see your newsfeed or your notifications so i fucking hid you from my newsfeed. you fucking unfriended me and blocked me. like wow okay. why are you fucking doing this to me? my fucking nose is tingling from the tears that want to come. i fucking hate that i love you so much. i fucking hate you. just fucking die or something so i can get over you. just fucking move to colombia forever or something. i can't fucking wait to graduate cause i won't have to see your fucking face anymore.
and now i'm fucking crying.
smile for me if you care
i wanna have that in my head
i fucking hate you you piece of shit. that's not true. i wish i could fucking hate you. I fucking love you too much to hate you. Why do I have to love you so much? I wish i didn't, then i could just be fucking happy with him and be over you.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW
okay so you blocked me on facebook wow okay. like alright that's cool. okay. wow. okay. yea. alright. yea okay that's fucking cool. like okay. you're cool cause you blocked me, cool story bro.
Fencing.
how is it that you ignore me so effortlessly?
you don't slip up, you never even
glance in my direction.
meanwhile, i'm here, practically burning a hole in your back from staring so hard.
okay, i'm not going to look either, i'll see if it's as easy for me as it is for you.
like honestly, you haven't even looked once, like what is this.
i love you so much, and i hate this so much. :|
Everything
everything is falling apart.
