okay fuck this
Saturday, January 28, 2012
the space in between us feels like worlds apart.
where are you?
i'm so sorry
i cannot sleep
i cannot dream tonight,
i miss you more than i can ever explain.
but i gotta let you go.
You've Ruined Me.
I'm a fucking mess. I can't do anything about it though. I fucking love you Marco. I'm not going to chase after you anymore because I can't. We can be friends, and I won't try anymore. But by the off-chance that you still read this, I just wanted to tell you that I still love you. I guess. Not really i didn't want to tell you so hopefully you don't read this.
But i love you.
But i love Nikola too..in an oddly strange way. I realized it yesterday. I do love him. But I love you more.
I hooked up with Simon yesterday, and Nikola got all upset and stuff and I..don't know what to do.
I want everything and nothing at the same time.
