Monday, September 17, 2012
i feel a lot better after sending you that text...everything isn't as hard as it used to be. Sure i still think about you, but i've actually let you go, and i feel so much better about it now, and i don't have the ridiculous urge to text you. Doesn't mean i don't still love you. I do, but i've accepted the fact that things got really fucked up, and you won't forgive me. I'm past wanting to do anything to get you back because honestly, the fuck do i look like chasing after you? I tried, and everything you said to me hurt me so much. I know that i hurt you, but i did try to make things right. Sure, i've forgiven you for all the mean things you said to me, and how many times you made me cry -_- but I won't forget. I'll always love you but i can't chase you anymore little booba.
i got really sick this weekend..and I fell asleep and when i woke up i was holding your teddy bear :|
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