Thursday, July 29, 2010
Torn.
what am i supposed to do?What am i supposed to say?
part of me says to bring it up again.
but another part of me doesn't want it to break us apart.
but another part of me thinks that if it does, then we aren't meant to be.
Kevin told me that when we were in that whole confusing thing with me , him and brittany, there was a period when he only talked to brittany, and a period when he only talked to me. (which i knew)
and so i asked him, if brittany hadn't went away, would it still be the same? (as in would he still be with me)
and he said.
"i honestly can't say"
what in the hell am i supposed to say to that?
how am i supposed to feel, knowing that if she didnt go away, there's a possibility (a large one) that we wouldnt be together.
that he wouldn't have picked me.
i have no idea what to even say, or to think, or to feel.
help me.
