Slow down, cause you really just met me
Thursday, January 5, 2012
He's not what i want. He was never really what I wanted. You were always what I needed, and you always will be. You're what I want, what i need.
i sleep and try to dream, but there aren't any
sometimes i feel so filthy
share a cigarette, but your loves' more deadly
you're like poison. you're like a drug. I can never really stop my addiction to you. you're like heroin. I tried it, and I was immediately addicted.
You can try your best to stop it and hopefully manage to control yourself, but if you ever slip and have it again, you're fucked all over again and you're addiction is even worse than before.
If you can't decide, you can't let me go.
I have him, but I don't want him. He's an emotionally challenged fuck, just like me. Of course there's 'like' but it won't go past that. Maybe it will for him, but not for me. I know I can't fall in love with him. But if he ever loves me I know i'll break his heart, because i'll love you. I won't be able to love him because all the love that I could ever possibly have will already be for you.
i love you.
